Last year was really a turning point in my life. Up 'till the end of 08, I was a really bitter person, and only focusing on the bad going on in my life at present, and past; and not on all the good. Well It hit me really hard that I had to stop and forgive and apologizes for the things that have happened to me, and for the things I have done...
Like for instance, in 2005, some things happened to me that really messed me up emotionally (I don't really want to go into detail), and I lost a lot of trust in people, and put up huge barriers so I wouldn't get hurt again. Well as I started to forgive (though I'm not sure I'll ever forget), little by little my barrier started to come down, and I started to be a little more like the person I was before.
I feel much better now about the things in the past, and that's just what they are: the past. I have to look ahead and not dwell on things that happened, and start thinking on the good things that could happen. Life has it's up and downs, I'm just starting to except the downs and to be able to move on.
Last year I forgave and apologized for all the things that bothered me, and God has really blessed me with some good things in 09 and 10!
Like I said, hopefully one day I'll be able to forget certain things, but for now I'm happy to forgive.
Thanks for reading, take care and God bless, cheers! = )
-Brynn
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